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Updated: May 10

You may never understand,

And that's okay.

You may never understand,

The lively spark in my eyes,

As you settle in to tell me about your day.


You may never understand,

Why my hands shake,

Every time I tell you how I feel.


You may never understand,

The left corner of my lips lifting higher,

As you walk over to meet me, for

What always feels like, the first time,

Every time.


You may never understand,

The depths that I would go to,

The mountains I would climb,

The speed I would travel to,

And the monsters I would resign,

If it only meant,

That I could stand at your side.

You may never understand,


That's okay.

Because at the end of the day,

I think I can.

Welcome to the cool kids club!

My name is Jamie and I'm a young (ish) transman born and raised in the Hudson Valley of New York state. I started my transition in May of 2017 and since then, I've made it my mission to live unapologetically as myself and spread awareness through my pursuit of happiness. I am the creator and writer of Spilling T blog, a proud affiliate of TransTape and when I'm not outside with the best dog ever or hanging out with my two cats, I make and sell my own beard care products through Buckaroo's Beard Care. I'm always looking for my next adventure and have been skydiving, road-tripping, hiking in the mountains and even served for a short time in the United States Marine Corps. My life has had its fair share of twists and turns and I hope to use those experiences to create helpful and relatable content that may help someone else navigate a difficult time in life.

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